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	<title>Atanu Dey on India&#039;s Development &#187; Pondering Life</title>
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		<title>The Pale Blue Dot</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 24 Oct 2010 17:09:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Atanu Dey</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Carl Sagan was a man of extraordinary vision &#8212; and what is more, a man who helped others to see more clearly. Here&#8217;s Sagan&#8217;s meditation on that little speck seen in this image taken from a distance of 6.4 billion kms from earth, the place we call home.  The image was taken by Voyager 1 (launched 1977) in 1990 on its way out of the solar system. It shows earth as if it were a &#8220;mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.&#8221; Sagan had persuaded NASA to command the ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pale_Blue_Dot"><img src="http://www.deeshaa.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/Blue_Dot_big1.jpg" alt="" title="Blue_Dot_big" width="300" height="339" class="alignleft size-full wp-image-4870" /></a>Carl Sagan was a man of extraordinary vision &#8212; and what is more, a man who helped others to see more clearly. Here&#8217;s Sagan&#8217;s meditation on that little speck seen in this image taken from a distance of 6.4 billion kms from earth, the place we call home.  The image was taken by <em>Voyager 1</em> (launched 1977) in 1990 on its way out of the solar system. It shows earth as if it were a &#8220;mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.&#8221; Sagan had persuaded NASA to command the spacecraft to capture this image. He explained the significance of that picture in his 1994 book, <em>The Pale Blue Dot</em>. See below for a reading of that bit by Sagan.<br />
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<p><strong>A mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam!</strong></p>
<p>Listen to what the man said. (He did not say &#8220;billions and billions&#8221;, though.)</p>
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<p>The transcript: </p>
<blockquote><p>From this distant vantage point, the Earth might not seem of particular interest. But for us, it&#8217;s different. Consider again that dot. That&#8217;s here, that&#8217;s home, that&#8217;s us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every &#8220;superstar,&#8221; every &#8220;supreme leader,&#8221; every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there – on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.</p>
<p>The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds.</p>
<p>Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.</p>
<p>The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.</p>
<p>It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we&#8217;ve ever known.</p></blockquote>
<p>There I hear echoes of what Marcus Aurelius Antonius (121&#8211;180), the Roman stoic emperor, wrote, &#8220;Short therefore is man&#8217;s life, and narrow is the corner wherein he dwells.&#8221; </p>
<p>We need to hoard these thoughts in our memories. Listening to Sagan, I am reminded of the words of a song by <em>The Moody Blues</em> from their album &#8220;<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/In_Search_of_the_Lost_Chord">In Search of the Lost Chord</a>.&#8221; That was published an amazing 42 years ago in 1968!</p>
<blockquote><p>. . . to fly to the sun<br />
Without burning a wing<br />
To lie in a meadow<br />
And hear the grass sing</p>
<p>To have all these things<br />
In our memories hoard<br />
And to use them<br />
To help us<br />
To find&#8230;</p></blockquote>
<p>Take a listen. </p>
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<p>The Moody Blues drew extensively from Hindu philosophy. The observer and the observed are the same.  Here&#8217;s how they stated it in the song &#8220;The Actor&#8221;: </p>
<blockquote><p>The curtain rises on the scene<br />
With someone chanting to be free<br />
The play unfolds before my eyes<br />
There stands the actor who is me</p></blockquote>
<p>I am That. That is I. &#8220;Tat Tvam Asi&#8221; is the greatest of all realizations. That&#8217;s the universe observing itself. That&#8217;s how the universe comes into being, as the ancient Indian sages explained. </p>
<p>The last song of that album is &#8220;OM&#8221;. The introduction to that song goes: </p>
<blockquote><p>This garden universe vibrates complete<br />
Some, we get a sound so sweet<br />
Vibrations reach on up to become light<br />
And then through gamma, out of sight</p>
<p>Between the eyes and ears there lie<br />
The sounds of colour and the light of a sigh<br />
And to hear the sun, what a thing to believe<br />
But it&#8217;s all around if we could but perceive</p>
<p>To know ultraviolet, infrared and X-rays<br />
Beauty to find in so many ways<br />
Two notes of the chord, that&#8217;s our full scope<br />
But to reach the chord is our life&#8217;s hope<br />
And to name the chord is important to some<br />
So they give it a word, and the word is&#8230; AUM</p></blockquote>
<p>Listen.</p>
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<p><strong>NOTES:</strong></p>
<p>1. Marcus Aurelius Antoninus&#8217;s &#8220;Meditations&#8221; is a must-read for any sane human being. Go get it <a href="http://classics.mit.edu/Antoninus/meditations.html">for free here</a>. When you hear the words &#8220;philosopher king&#8221;, think of this man.</p>
<p>2. All the lyrics to <em>In Search of the Lost Chord</em> can be found <a href="http://www.webwriter.f2s.com/moody/lyrics/isotlc.htm">here</a>.</p>
<p>3. Carl Sagan is a favorite of mine. He appears in many of my blog posts. <a href="http://www.deeshaa.org/?s=carl+sagan&#038;x=0&#038;y=0">Check them out</a>.</p>
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		<title>Out of the Ruts of Ordinary Perception</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 06 Oct 2010 17:49:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Atanu Dey</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;To be shaken out of the ruts of ordinary perception, to be shown for a few timeless hours the outer and inner world, not as they appear to an animal obsessed with survival or to a human being obsessed with words and notions, but as they are apprehended, directly and unconditionally, by Mind at Large — this is an experience of inestimable value to everyone and especially to the intellectual.&#8221; 
The  above is from Aldous Huxley in &#8220;The Doors of Perception&#8221; (1954). He continues: 
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>&#8220;To be shaken out of the ruts of ordinary perception, to be shown for a few timeless hours the outer and inner world, not as they appear to an animal obsessed with survival or to a human being obsessed with words and notions, but as they are apprehended, directly and unconditionally, by Mind at Large — this is an experience of inestimable value to everyone and especially to the intellectual.&#8221;</em> <span id="more-4748"></span></p>
<p>The  above is from Aldous Huxley in <em>&#8220;The Doors of Perception&#8221;</em> (1954). He continues: </p>
<blockquote><p>&#8220;For the intellectual is by definition the man for whom, in Goethe&#8217;s phrase, &#8220;the word is essentially fruitful.&#8221; He is the man who feels that &#8220;what we perceive by the eye is foreign to us as such and need not impress us deeply.&#8221; And yet, though himself an intellectual and one of the supreme masters of language, Goethe did not always agree with his own evaluation of the word. &#8220;We talk,&#8221; he wrote in middle life, &#8220;far too much. We should talk less and draw more. I personally should like to renounce speech altogether and, like organic Nature, communicate everything I have to say in sketches. That fig tree, this little snake, the cocoon on my window sill quietly awaiting its future-all these are momentous signatures. A person able to decipher their meaning properly would soon be able to dispense with the written or the spoken word altogether. The more I think of it, there is something futile, mediocre, even (I am tempted to say) foppish about speech. By contrast, how the gravity of Nature and her silence startle you, when you stand face to face with her, undistracted, before a barren ridge or in the desolation of the ancient hills.&#8221; We can never dispense with language and the other symbol systems; for it is by means of them, and only by their means, that we have raised ourselves above the brutes, to the level of human beings. But we can easily become the victims as well as the beneficiaries of these systems. We must learn how to handle words effectively; but at the same time we must preserve and, if necessary, intensify our ability to look at the world directly and not through that half opaque medium of concepts, which distorts every given fact into the all too familiar likeness of some generic label or explanatory abstraction.</p>
<p>Literary or scientific, liberal or specialist, all our education is predominantly verbal and therefore fails to accomplish what it is supposed to do. Instead of transforming children into fully developed adults, it turns out students of the natural sciences who are completely unaware of Nature as the primary fact of experience, it inflicts upon the world students of the humanities who know nothing of humanity, their own or anyone else&#8217;s.</p></blockquote>
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		<title>The Mind is Everything</title>
		<link>http://www.deeshaa.org/2010/05/03/the-mind-is-everything/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 03 May 2010 07:42:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Atanu Dey</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[ That&#8217;s what the Buddha reportedly said.

Nietzsche, in a somewhat related vein, warned, &#8220;Battle not with monsters, lest ye become a monster, and if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.&#8221;
That&#8217;s a scary notion. But the Chandogya Upanishad reminds us that we are never lost even when gazing at the abyss since there&#8217;s a light that shines within and without that transcends it all. 
 
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<p>Nietzsche, in a somewhat related vein, warned, <strong>&#8220;Battle not with monsters, lest ye become a monster, and if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.&#8221;</strong></p>
<p>That&#8217;s a scary notion. But the Chandogya Upanishad reminds us that we are never lost even when gazing at the abyss since there&#8217;s a light that shines within and without that transcends it all. </p>
<p> <a href="http://www.deeshaa.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/Upanishad-Light.jpg"><img src="http://www.deeshaa.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/Upanishad-Light.jpg" alt="" title="Upanishad Light" width="475" height="572" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-4169" /></a></p>
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		<title>On Failure and Imagination</title>
		<link>http://www.deeshaa.org/2008/06/08/on-failure-and-imagination/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 05:15:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Atanu Dey</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Without having read a single word of the Harry Potter novels, I guessed that JK Rowling must be an extraordinary person. The possessor of an imagination so remarkable that it captures the hearts of hundreds of millions cannot but be extraordinarily talented. 
But I am wary of objects of popular fascination &#8212; whether they be religions, politicians, movie stars, cult leaders, popular movements, fads and fashion. I have never been one to judge anyone good merely because millions of people hold him or her in high regard. I am extremely ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Without having read a single word of the Harry Potter novels, I guessed that JK Rowling must be an extraordinary person. The possessor of an imagination so remarkable that it captures the hearts of hundreds of millions cannot but be extraordinarily talented. </p>
<p>But I am wary of objects of popular fascination &#8212; whether they be religions, politicians, movie stars, cult leaders, popular movements, fads and fashion. I have never been one to judge anyone good merely because millions of people hold him or her in high regard. I am extremely suspicious of the &#8220;wisdom of the crowds.&#8221; Indeed, whenever I come across a highly regarded public figure, my default assumption is that all cannot be quite right with the person. I admit that I am a cynic. </p>
<p>So while I guessed that Rowling was extraordinarily talented, I did not have an opinion on whether she was good. I am delighted to conclude that she is a good person. The evidence? Her Harvard University <a href="http://www.news.harvard.edu/gazette/2008/06.05/99-rowlingspeech.html">commencement address</a>. Here, for the record, are some excerpts: <span id="more-1228"></span></p>
<blockquote><p>I would like to make it clear, in parenthesis, that I do not blame my parents for their point of view. There is an expiry date on blaming your parents for steering you in the wrong direction; the moment you are old enough to take the wheel, responsibility lies with you. What is more, I cannot criticise my parents for hoping that I would never experience poverty. They had been poor themselves, and I have since been poor, and I quite agree with them that it is not an ennobling experience. Poverty entails fear, and stress, and sometimes depression; it means a thousand petty humiliations and hardships. Climbing out of poverty by your own efforts, that is indeed something on which to pride yourself, but poverty itself is romanticised only by fools.</p>
<p>What I feared most for myself at your age was not poverty, but failure. </p>
<p>. . . </p>
<p>Ultimately, we all have to decide for ourselves what constitutes failure, but the world is quite eager to give you a set of criteria if you let it. So I think it fair to say that by any conventional measure, a mere seven years after my graduation day, I had failed on an epic scale. An exceptionally short-lived marriage had imploded, and I was jobless, a lone parent, and as poor as it is possible to be in modern Britain, without being homeless. The fears my parents had had for me, and that I had had for myself, had both come to pass, and by every usual standard, I was the biggest failure I knew.</p>
<p>. . .</p>
<p>So why do I talk about the benefits of failure? Simply because failure meant a stripping away of the inessential. I stopped pretending to myself that I was anything other than what I was, and began to direct all my energy into finishing the only work that mattered to me. Had I really succeeded at anything else, I might never have found the determination to succeed in the one arena I believed I truly belonged. I was set free, because my greatest fear had already been realised, and I was still alive, and I still had a daughter whom I adored, and I had an old typewriter and a big idea. And so rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.</p>
<p>. . .</p>
<p>Given a time machine or a Time Turner, I would tell my 21-year-old self that personal happiness lies in knowing that life is not a check-list of acquisition or achievement. Your qualifications, your CV, are not your life, though you will meet many people of my age and older who confuse the two. Life is difficult, and complicated, and beyond anyone&#8217;s total control, and the humility to know that will enable you to survive its vicissitudes.</p>
<p>You might think that I chose my second theme, the importance of imagination, because of the part it played in rebuilding my life, but that is not wholly so. Though I will defend the value of bedtime stories to my last gasp, I have learned to value imagination in a much broader sense. Imagination is not only the uniquely human capacity to envision that which is not, and therefore the fount of all invention and innovation. In its arguably most transformative and revelatory capacity, it is the power that enables us to empathise with humans whose experiences we have never shared. </p>
<p>. . .</p>
<p>Every day, I saw more evidence about the evils humankind will inflict on their fellow humans, to gain or maintain power. I began to have nightmares, literal nightmares, about some of the things I saw, heard and read.</p>
<p>And yet I also learned more about human goodness at Amnesty International than I had ever known before.</p>
<p>Amnesty mobilises thousands of people who have never been tortured or imprisoned for their beliefs to act on behalf of those who have. The power of human empathy, leading to collective action, saves lives, and frees prisoners. Ordinary people, whose personal well-being and security are assured, join together in huge numbers to save people they do not know, and will never meet. My small participation in that process was one of the most humbling and inspiring experiences of my life.</p>
<p>Unlike any other creature on this planet, humans can learn and understand, without having experienced. They can think themselves into other people&#8217;s minds, imagine themselves into other people&#8217;s places.</p>
<p>Of course, this is a power, like my brand of fictional magic, that is morally neutral. One might use such an ability to manipulate, or control, just as much as to understand or sympathise.</p>
<p>And many prefer not to exercise their imaginations at all. They choose to remain comfortably within the bounds of their own experience, never troubling to wonder how it would feel to have been born other than they are. They can refuse to hear screams or to peer inside cages; they can close their minds and hearts to any suffering that does not touch them personally; they can refuse to know.</p>
<p>I might be tempted to envy people who can live that way, except that I do not think they have any fewer nightmares than I do. Choosing to live in narrow spaces can lead to a form of mental agoraphobia, and that brings its own terrors. I think the wilfully unimaginative see more monsters. They are often more afraid.</p>
<p>What is more, those who choose not to empathise may enable real monsters. For without ever committing an act of outright evil ourselves, we collude with it, through our own apathy.</p></blockquote>
<p>Read the whole thing.</p>
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		<title>Alan Watts Teaches Meditation</title>
		<link>http://www.deeshaa.org/2008/04/17/alan-watts-teaches-meditation/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:20:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Atanu Dey</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was listening to a lecture &#8220;Alan Watts Teaches Meditation&#8221; (mp3 format) and I thought that I would share a bit of what he said on this blog. I enjoy listening to Alan Watts. Thankfully, there is a lot of great recordings of his available on the web. While in Berkeley, I used to listen to these dharma talks of his on a local public radio station. Anyway, I took the time to transcribe a few minutes of the talk. If anyone is interested in the audio files, let me ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I was listening to a lecture &#8220;Alan Watts Teaches Meditation&#8221; (mp3 format) and I thought that I would share a bit of what he said on this blog. I enjoy listening to Alan Watts. Thankfully, there is a lot of great recordings of his available on the web. While in Berkeley, I used to listen to these dharma talks of his on a local public radio station. Anyway, I took the time to transcribe a few minutes of the talk. If anyone is interested in the audio files, let me know and I will tell you how to get them.<br />
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<p>[BEGIN TRANSCRIPT]</p>
<p><font color="blue">. . . When you come to see that you can do nothing, that the play of thought or feeling just goes on by itself as a happening, then you are in a state which we will call mediation. And slowly without being pushed, your thoughts will come to silence. That is to say, all the verbal symbolic chatter going on in the skull &#8212; don&#8217;t try and get rid of it because that will again produce the illusion that there&#8217;s a controller. It just goes on and goes on and goes on and finally gets tired of itself, gets bored and stops. And so then there&#8217;s a silence. And this is a deeper level of meditation. And in that silence you suddenly begin to see the world as it is. </p>
<p>And you don&#8217;t see any past, and you don&#8217;t see any future. You don&#8217;t see any difference between yourself and the rest of it. That&#8217;s just an idea. You can&#8217;t put your hand on the difference between myself and you. You can&#8217;t blow it, you can&#8217;t bounce it, you can&#8217;t pull it. It&#8217;s just an idea. You can&#8217;t find any material body because material body is an idea. So is spiritual body. It&#8217;s somebody&#8217;s philosophical notion. See reality isn&#8217;t material. That&#8217;s an idea. Reality isn&#8217;t spiritual. That&#8217;s an idea. Reality is . . . <em>[you hear the sound of a clap]. </em></p>
<p>So we find, if I&#8217;ve got to put it back into words, that we live in an eternal now. You&#8217;ve got all the time in the world because you have all the time that there is &#8212; which is now. And you are this universe. And you feel a strange feeling. When ideas don&#8217;t define the differences, you find that other people&#8217;s doing are your doings. That makes it very difficult to blame other people. </p>
<p>If you are not sophisticated theologically, you may of course run screaming into the streets and say that you are god. In a way that&#8217;s what happened to Jesus, because he wasn&#8217;t sophisticated theologically. He only had old testament biblical theology behind him. If he had Hindu theology, he could have put it more subtly. But it was only the rather primitive theology of the old testament. And that was the conception of god as a monarchical boss. And you can&#8217;t go around saying that I&#8217;m the boss&#8217;s son. <em>[Laughter from the audience.]</em></p>
<p>If you&#8217;re going to say &#8220;I am god,&#8221; you must allow it for everyone else too. </p>
<p>But this was a heretical idea from the point of view of Hebrew theology. So what they did with Jesus was that they pedestalized him. That means, kicked him upstairs so that he wouldn&#8217;t be able to influence anyone else. And only you may be god. And that stopped the gospel cold right at the beginning. It couldn&#8217;t spread. </p>
<p>Well anyway, this is therefore to say that the transformation of human consciousness through meditation is frustrated so long as we think of it as something that I by myself can bring about, by some sort of wangle, by some sort of gimmick. Because you see it leads to endless games of spiritual one-up-manship. And of guru competition. Of my guru being more effective than your guru. My yogas are faster than your yoga. I am more aware of myself than you are. I am humbler than you are. I am sorrier for my sins than you are. I love you more than you love me. There&#8217;s this interminable goings on where people fight and wonder whether they are a bit more evolved than somebody else and so on.</p>
<p>All that can just fall away. And then we get this strange feeling that we&#8217;ve never had in our lives except occasionally by accident. Some people get a glimpse that we are no longer this poor little stranger and afraid in a world it never made. But that you are this universe. And you are creating it at every moment. Because you see it starts now. It didn&#8217;t begin in the past. There was no past. If the universe began in the past, when that happened it was now. But it is still now and the universe is still beginning now and it&#8217;s trailing off like the wake of a ship from now and as the wake of the ship fades out, so does the past. You can look back there to explain things but the explanation disappears. You will never find it there. Things are not explained by the past. They&#8217;re explained by what happens now. That creates the past. And it begins here. </p>
<p>That&#8217;s the birth of responsibility. Because you can look over your shoulder and say, &#8220;Well, I am the way I am because my mother dropped me. And she dropped me because she was neurotic  because her mother dropped her.&#8221; And we go way way back to Adam and Eve or to a disappearing monkey or something. </p>
<p>We never get at it. But in this way you are faced with that you&#8217;re doing all this. And that&#8217;s an extraordinary shock. So cheer up. <em>[Audience laugher.]</em></p>
<p>You can&#8217;t blame anyone else for the kind of world you&#8217;re in. And that helps a great deal. Because most of the good things we are trying to do are based on blaming somebody else and to improve them. &#8220;Kindly let me help you or you&#8217;ll drown,&#8221; said the monkey putting the fish  safely up a tree. <em>[Audience laugher.]</em></p>
<p>If therefore we would stop blaming others, it would be very difficult to go about a war with a straight face. And you see if you know that the I &#8212; in the sense of the person, the front, the ego &#8212; it really doesn&#8217;t exist, then it won&#8217;t go to your head too badly if you wake up and discover that you&#8217;re god. </font></p>
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		<title>Darwin&#8217;s Big Idea</title>
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Richard Dawkins summarizes Darwin&#8217;s big idea in one sentence: &#8220;Given sufficient time, the non-random survival of hereditary entities (which occasionally miscopy) will generate complexity, diversity, beauty, and an illusion of design so persuasive that it is almost impossible to distinguish from deliberate intelligent design.&#8221;
Dawkins remarks on the amazing explanatory power of the idea of natural selection. I find reflections of that sort of explanatory power in Adam Smith&#8217;s idea that markets work and lead to social welfare gains.
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<p>Richard Dawkins summarizes Darwin&#8217;s big idea in one sentence: <em>&#8220;Given sufficient time, the non-random survival of hereditary entities (which occasionally miscopy) will generate complexity, diversity, beauty, and an illusion of design so persuasive that it is almost impossible to distinguish from deliberate intelligent design.&#8221;</em></p>
<p>Dawkins remarks on the amazing explanatory power of the idea of natural selection. I find reflections of that sort of explanatory power in Adam Smith&#8217;s idea that markets work and lead to social welfare gains.</p>
<p>It is interesting that it takes many years of internalizing of a big idea before one can fully comprehend it. It is only after it has been comprehended that one can then express it succinctly and accurately. And to understand why some others find it hard to comprehend certain ideas. Dawkins writes:</p>
<blockquote><p>It is mainly its power to simulate the illusion of design that makes Darwin&#8217;s big idea seem threatening to a certain kind of mind. The same power constitutes the most formidable barrier to understanding it. People are naturally incredulous that anything so simple could explain so much. To a naive observer of the wondrous complexity of life, it just must have been intelligently designed.</p></blockquote>
<p>I have worked out a model why we find it hard to comprehend &#8212; internalize &#8212; certain ideas. I will go into it one of these days. For now I would like to note that Charles Darwin (1809 &#8211; 1882) was influenced by the ideas of a fellow Englishman, the great economist Thomas Malthus (1766 &#8211; 1834).</p>
<p>Great ideas are the greatest achievements of humans. What is worth pondering is why these ideas arise among certain people and not among others. Are there any regularities that characterize the populations within which great ideas arise? In 1776, Adam Smith (1723 &#8211; 1790) published his <em>An Inquiry into the Nature and Causes of the Wealth of Nations</em>. In the same year, the founding document of the United States of America, the Declaration of Independence, was written (principally) by Thomas Jefferson (1743 &#8211; 1826). And again it was in 1776 that Thomas Paine (1737 &#8211; 1809), &#8220;The Father of the American Revolution,&#8221; published <em>Common Sense</em>.</p>
<p>Why?</p>
<p><em>[Link: Richard Dawkins on "<a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/science/2008/feb/09/darwin.dawkins">Why Darwin Matters</a>."]</em></p>
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		<title>The Lights to Navigate By</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[In a comment to the post on political parties launched by entrepreneurs, “Seven Times Six” wrote:
 I don&#8217;t think renunciation and self-sacrifice is necessary for a nation to prosper. What is required is the exact opposite &#8212; a strong avarice and ambition to promote one&#8217;s well-being.

India&#8217;s problems are not due a lack of &#8220;leaders&#8221;. It is due to a lack of people not being allowed to lead themselves. For all your insightful thoughts, you do not seem to be cognizant of this.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In a comment to <a href="http://www.deeshaa.org/2006/01/25/new-political-parties/">the post on political parties launched by entrepreneurs</a>, “Seven Times Six” wrote:<br />
<blockquote> I don&#8217;t think renunciation and self-sacrifice is necessary for a nation to prosper. What is required is the exact opposite &#8212; a strong avarice and ambition to promote one&#8217;s well-being.<br />
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India&#8217;s problems are not due a lack of &#8220;leaders&#8221;. It is due to a lack of people not being allowed to lead themselves. For all your insightful thoughts, you do not seem to be cognizant of this.</p></blockquote>
<p>I think the comment was in response to the quote from Swami Vivekanand which said:<br />
<blockquote>“Even the least work done for others awakens the power within; even thinking the least good of others gradually instills into the heart the strength of a lion. As you have come into this world, leave some mark behind. Otherwise, what is the difference between you and the trees and stones ? <b>What our country needs are some young men who will renounce everything and sacrifice their lives for their country’s sake.</b> Only such men can do some real work. I too believe that India will awake again, if anyone could love with all his heart the people of the country – bereft of the grace of affluence, of blasted fortune, their discretion totally lost, downtrodden, ever-starved, quarrelsome, and envious. Then only will India awake, <b>when hundreds of large-hearted men and women</b>, giving up all desires of enjoying the luxuries of life, will long and exert themselves to their utmost for the well-being of the millions of their countrymen who are gradually sinking lower and lower in the vortex of destitution and ignorance.”</p></blockquote>
<p>Swami Vivekanand was no idealistic fool. I think it is worthwhile to read what he actually says very carefully. He is not saying that <em>every</em> person renounce everything. He is not advocating communism. He says that <em>some</em> need to sacrifice for the society as a whole to awake. He says we need <em>hundreds of large-hearted men</em>, not hundreds of millions in a country of hundreds of millions. I will argue here why I agree with Swamiji.</p>
<p>Let me start by asking how many brilliant scientists does a nation need? A few hundred in a nation of a few hundred million would suffice. You really don’t need millions brilliant scientists to meet the needs of the society. Would it not be great if the society of a few hundred million people had a hundred million brilliant scientists? Not necessarily, because a society needs other sorts of people, not just brilliant scientists. Besides brilliant scientists an economy needs brilliant engineers, doctors, business people, actors, authors, programmers, poets, authors, artists, … the list goes on. </p>
<p>A society which consists of millions of poets would be as impoverished as a society of millions of scientists. It is the mix of a lot of small numbers of people brilliant in their respective fields producing whatever that they are good at producing that makes a good society. It is the work of the relatively few brilliant people in their fields that makes the labor of the rest of us non-brilliant people more productive.</p>
<p>Which brings me to the point that Swamiji was making. He says that for the awakening of India, what we need is a few hundred leaders who could dedicate their lives to doing what leaders are supposed to do – to inspire and lead by example. Everyone does not have to be a leader, any more than everyone has to be a programmer. But we do need a bunch of programmers who are so dedicated that they would do what mere mortal programmers cannot do. So also, we need a bunch of leaders that would be capable of doing what thousands of run-of-the-mill leaders cannot do.</p>
<p>It would be silly to advocate a nation full of self-denying ascetics. No one with any bit of sense would do so. But while the vast majority of the citizens should be concerned with their own narrow self-interest, society still needs those handful of men and women who would excel beyond the capacity of the average. And in all fields we need these exceptional people, not the least of which is the field of political leadership. </p>
<p>The works of geniuses in every field – especially in science and engineering – is very useful because the benefit of their work can be widely disseminated through the economy. You do not have to invent the laser or the microprocessor to enjoy their benefits. In a similar sort of way, what a genuine leader does is to inspire people in ways that ultimately benefit the society as a whole. By example, they raise the moral fiber of the people. All else being the same, a society that is composed of ethically handicapped people will fare much worse compared to a society of people who have values that go beyond narrowly selfish goals. A finite multi-person prisoner’s dilemma game’s outcome can lead to a very sorry outcome. </p>
<p>I totally subscribe to the proposition that if everyone of us looked out for our own interests and did so without harming others or preventing others from looking out for themselves, the system will work out what is called a Pareto optimum. But I also believe that it is possible to transcend that if there were a few who were not so narrowly selfish and set an example for others to aspire towards. </p>
<p>India’s leadership sucks. That is not a very sophisticated analysis of Indian leadership but I am sure that it is succinct and accurate. A bunch of narrow-minded bigoted corrupt idiotic people at the top does not inspire very much good in the hundreds of millions of grunts to push themselves. The corruption at the top inspires pervasive petty corruption at the lower levels. This impoverishes the economy. Conversely, a bunch of obviously principled scrupulously honest totally dedicated leaders would inspire us to put in a little more effort, all of which would add up to something good.</p>
<p>Where are they who would inspire? Where are they that when we hear of what they have achieved, we feel a surge of inspiration and become resolved to be better than we are? Where are they that when we hear of their sacrifice and their nobility, we ourselves become more of what we are ourselves capable of? </p>
<p>I long to hear of a story regarding our so-called leaders that would send a chill down my spine and exclaim, “Wow, how amazing that this should happen in my own land and time?” What I read about in the press, instead, is yet another story of unspeakable corruption and moral depravity of our political bosses. I have not come across a single uplifting incident associated with the leaders of this country. Please tell me it ain’t so. </p>
<p>Let me tell you one that is unfortunately not of this place, and more unfortunately, not of this time. It relates to the 30th President of the United States of America,  <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Calvin_Coolidge">Mr Calvin Coolidge</a> (1923-29). Here is an excerpt from his autobiography:</p>
<blockquote><p>My own participation [in the campaign] was delayed by the death of my son Calvin, which occurred on the seventh of July. He was a boy of much promise, proficient in his studies, with a scholarly mind, who had just turned sixteen.</p>
<p>He had a remarkable insight into things.</p>
<p>The day I became President he had just started to work in a tobacco field. When one of his fellow laborers said to him, &#8220;if my father was President I would not work in a tobacco field,&#8221; Calvin replied, &#8220;If my father were your father, you would.&#8221;&#8230;</p>
<p>We do not know what might have happened to him under other circumstances, but if I had not been President, he would not have raised a blister on his toe, which resulted in blood poisoning, playing lawn tennis in the South Grounds.</p>
<p>In his suffering he was asking me to make him well. I could not.</p>
<p>When he went the power and the glory of the Presidency went with him.</p>
<p>The ways of Providence are often beyond our understanding. It seemed to me that the world had need of the work that it was probable he could do.</p>
<p>I do not know why such a price was exacted for occupying the White House.</p></blockquote>
<p>The fruit does not fall too far from the tree. Calvin junior’s statement tells you who Calvin senior was parsimoniously. Every time I re-read that passage, I can feel the pain of a father who has lost a son who he cared so deeply about and yet is beset with doubt that perhaps if he had not been elected president, his son would have been alive.  </p>
<p>President Coolidge inspired more than just his son, I am sure. Read what he has to say about persistence: </p>
<blockquote><p>  &#8220;Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan &#8220;press on&#8221; has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.&#8221;</p></blockquote>
<p>I want to read about the amazing sacrifices that our leaders have done, about the valuable thoughts that they have penned. Instead we have uninspired uninspiring mediocre people making insipid statements and acting like the petty money-grubbing power-hungry morons they are. These are the leaders we have and it is their names that are plastered on every institution and landmark. It is more than a little dispiriting when the person who is the chair of the National Commission on Higher Education is one who did not attend college even. Let’s just go the whole hog and make an illiterate idiot the chair of the National Commission for Nuclear Power Research.</p>
<p>Yes, Seven Times Six, people need to lead themselves. But they also need a few guiding stars to navigate by. And that, dear ladies and gentlemen, is what in our case we have not got. </p>
<p>Goodnight, thank you, and may your god go with you.</p>
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		<title>In search of equanimity</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 21 Feb 2005 08:11:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life&#8217;s but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
Those lines from Shakespeare’s Macbeth are a sure-fire way of deflating any false sense of importance one might have while going about one’s business. Blogs, ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote><p>Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,<br />
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day<br />
To the last syllable of recorded time,<br />
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools<br />
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!<br />
Life&#8217;s but a walking shadow, a poor player<br />
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage<br />
And then is heard no more; it is a tale<br />
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,<br />
Signifying nothing.</p></blockquote>
<p>Those lines from Shakespeare’s <i>Macbeth</i> are a sure-fire way of deflating any false sense of importance one might have while going about one’s business. Blogs, especially, are tales told by an idiot, and this one is no exception. All this strutting and fretting does not amount to a hill of beans. In equal measures I get hate-mail and praise-mail. To prevent the emotional swings between highs and lows in response, I try to recall Shakespeare’s lines above. </p>
<p>Equanimity is not something that is easy to achieve and I think I fail fairly miserably on that front. There is a story, a Zen story, which exemplifies equanimity to me better than any other. </p>
<p>Once upon a time, in a certain village, it so happened that a pretty young unmarried woman became pregnant. The parents were furious and upon questioning, the young woman confessed that the old Zen master in the village was responsible. This enraged the parents and they went to the Zen master and berated him without restraint. They told him that he has to take care of the woman and the child. The Zen master listened to all the abuse without a word and when they had exhausted themselves he simply said, “Is that so?” </p>
<p>He took the young woman into his home, looked after her, and when the child was born, took care of both mother and child. Then one day, the woman was overcome with remorse and went to her parents and confessed that she had lied and it was not the Zen master but a young man from another village who was the real father. The parents were absolutely horror stricken: they had falsely accused and then burdened an innocent man. So they went to the Zen master and fell to their knees and took a long time telling him how sorry they were for what they had done to him. The Zen master listened to them patiently and all he said was, “Is that so?”</p>
<p>I know that I would like to have that <i>Is that so?</i> attitude. But I also know that perhaps in this lifetime, I may not get there. The poem <i><b>IF</b></i> by Rudyard Kipling does have a bit where he talks about treating triumph and disaster as imposters.</p>
<p>A close friend of mine drew inspiration from the poem when he was struggling with his PhD thesis. You can see reflections of the lessons from the <i>Bhagavat Gita</i> in Kipling’s poem. For the record, here is the poem: </p>
<blockquote><p>If you can keep your head when all about you<br />
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,<br />
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you<br />
But make allowance for their doubting too,<br />
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,<br />
Or being lied about, don&#8217;t deal in lies,<br />
Or being hated, don&#8217;t give way to hating,<br />
And yet don&#8217;t look too good, nor talk too wise:</p>
<p>If you can dream&#8211;and not make dreams your master,<br />
If you can think&#8211;and not make thoughts your aim;<br />
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster<br />
And treat those two impostors just the same;<br />
If you can bear to hear the truth you&#8217;ve spoken<br />
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,<br />
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,<br />
And stoop and build &#8216;em up with worn-out tools:</p>
<p>If you can make one heap of all your winnings<br />
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,<br />
And lose, and start again at your beginnings<br />
And never breath a word about your loss;<br />
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew<br />
To serve your turn long after they are gone,<br />
And so hold on when there is nothing in you<br />
Except the Will which says to them: &#8220;Hold on!&#8221;</p>
<p>If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,<br />
Or walk with kings&#8211;nor lose the common touch,<br />
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;<br />
If all men count with you, but none too much,<br />
If you can fill the unforgiving minute<br />
With sixty seconds&#8217; worth of distance run,<br />
Yours is the Earth and everything that&#8217;s in it,<br />
And&#8211;which is more&#8211;you&#8217;ll be a Man, my son!</p></blockquote>
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